I remembered why...I read the story of a twelve year old black girl beaten by cops when they confused her with a prostitute. Then I was doubly outraged to learn that the 7th Heaven actor is getting away with child rape.
I still consider myself a folk catholic and zen buddhist practitioner but sometimes...you need someone to avenge the violence against children.
Yes so much evil in the world. Yet a lot of people just don't care so long as they get their Thanksgiving black friday sale gifts :( I'm not giving up. I still pray just seems like things don't change.