Why I'm starting over
Halloween candy torture
Date: 11/4/2008 4:59:01 PM ( 14 y ) ... viewed 1164 times
Sunday Nov 2nd. I decided it was time to quit smoking and decided a long water fast to be my best bet, I decided i would begin Monday morning. 20 years of nicotine posioning are not kind to the body and water fasting seems to be my best hope. I had conducted a 14 day water fast a little over a year ago and it was by far the easiest time i had quitting my nasty habit, unfortunately I eventually turned back to my poor eating and lifestyle habits and began smoking again when I allowed life's stresses get the best of me. Sunday i became a little anxious and decide I'd fast and quit immediately instead of wait for the dreaded monday to begin. well, I've already rambled on far too long - let's make a long story short: I struggled, I smoked, I struggled some more than my daughter dumped out her halloween candy onto the living room floor - I caved, I drove right into the candy reese peanut butter cups, baby ruth, butterfingers and starburst. Yes it was yummy but left me feeling like the worlds biggest failure yet AGAIN!!
Now here I am starting over, a new begininning and a fresh start. 55 min and 20 seconds - AND I FEEL GREAT!!!
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