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Weak Souls Get Nowhere....
....and I am the weakest of the weak.
Date: 10/14/2005 1:58:28 PM ( 18 y ) ... viewed 3085 times Why do I have no willpower?
Why am I unable to stick to a raw diet?
I've been so down and depressed and resigned to the fact that I'm never going to succeed in this that I've just given up.
Given up my exercise, given up my diet, given up my meditation, everything.
Instead, I've just been carrying out food the last few days, vegetating in fronnt of the tv. I haven't even tried to wake up early and go for walks, or even weighed myself in over a week. Before I used to check my weight almost everyday!
I don't know why I suddenly gave up, I can't seem to think of a reason. I was very enthusiastic about the diet and it seemed to be working for me, but suddenly all my positive thoughts fizzled. I have no idea why.
I just realized I've reached almost the one-month mark since the start of this blog, and I'm back to square one. Nothing to show for my time.
If there was a diet 911 then I'd be calling it instantly. But I have no idea how to get back on track, other than mentally focussing all my energy and time struggling to stay afloat.
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Current Weight: I have no idea
Initial Weight: 175 lbs
Weight to Lose: I have no idea
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