Day 1 wrap up
my mc journey
Date: 8/2/2006 7:36:25 AM ( 17 y ) ... viewed 2039 times
I work nights so thats why my hours may seem a little off. Monday morning I drank my first cup of lax smooth move to get me on my way. I got up Tuesday evening about 6:30pm. I wanted to make sure I had enough time to do my SWF, and make my lemonade before I had to work.
The day got off to a bumpy start, because I can get grouchy when I first wake up. And for a minute I thought to myself that I'm not going to be able to do this. I pushed along anyway and made my SWF, and that was something I mean it doesn't taste THAT bad, but it's just something else trying to get that liquid down, and keep it down. I had to keep making sure I relaxed myself while drinking it which seemed to help too. But I found an easier way to do it thanks to Somer, who's definately one of my heros here, and I'll try it out tomorrow. So anyway I got the SWF down, I didn't think I would be able to but I did wooohoo for me, it took me almost a half an hour but I did it. Immediately after drinking the SWF, I was feeling pretty nauseated, and just tired. I just wanted to go somewhere and lay down! But I knew that wasn't going to happen. I was feeling like, how in the world am I go to be able to get through at least 30 days of this, BUT after about an hour true to form, I started having some eliminations, and IMMEDIATELY I was feeling much much better, and all was right with the world...
After that the day just got better, I felt good all day, and actually am enjoying the lemonades. Luckily for me I like spicy things so my thing is going to be increasing the cayenne pepper as much I can. And let me tell you there is such a big big difference between the organic cayenne then that crap from the grocery store, it really is. I love the kick of the cayenne hitting the back of my throat. My mouths all tingly now. So after I had those eliminations, I was feeling so much better about my MC, and I know that I can and will be able to see this through.
Already I can tell this MC will be different from the ones I attempted in the past. I didn't prepare myself before, and I wasn't prepared at all, for the detoxing so I ended up breaking those fasts very early and badly. I'm so excited for this journey and to see where this MC road takes me and I'm ready for it...Bring it on!
One of my main things as well is to keep positive. I've just brushed the surface of vibrating and it is truly truly a beautiful thing. So, I've just started being more positive and having a more positive out look on EVERYTHING, and I can really tell the difference in myself, which is affecting the things around me. Before I fall asleep, I ususally chant something like, tomorrow is going to be a wonderful wonderful day, work is going to be stress free, and everything is right with the world. And before I even get up I'm ususally chanting something like that without even realising it, so it's working. So I'm definately taking that approach to this MC, telling myself how wonderful this experience is going to be, and what a great thing that I'm doing for myself, and that any little bumps will pass.
So I'll wrap this up for now. Oh, and see I didn't even MENTION any food...hehe Know why? Cause I haven't even craved or wanted any. My Bf and his friends were grilling outside and it didn't bother me one bit. My tummy grumbled a couple of times, but nothing major at all. I had the thought of food a few times, but not the craving.
Have a blessed blessed day. I know your day is going to be wonderful, and stress free, it is a beautiful day. Thank you God!
Starting weight 189
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