Tracey
Ollie....did it all start around June 5th, 2003??
I see what's going on for you...it's pretty intense eh? Feel like everything is soooo much harder than it used to be? Unsure of what structures to keep and what not to? Challenging times I can see.
It's Saturn squaring your Sun and all your Aries planets and your Libra planets too! And Pluto is nestling in on your Neptune - making your beliefs/spirituality transform...it can be an eye-opening experience.
My advice to you is to take a DEEP breath! yes....I really mean that. Take some deep breaths and KNOW that this isn't going to last. Cycles come and go....and the main thing is to just GO WITH THE FLOW. If it feels like you're being torn away from a person, job, family, structure, home....just go with it and let it go....and just know that it is the right thing. That if you held on to it tightly it would ruin it and maybe it's just FEAR that is making you want to hang on. Just let go....and see what happens what you do. (life gets soooo much easier!) You have lessons to learn and right now you're learning a few of them. Trust that you planned to learn these lessons! (you did, believe me - fellow Horse! - I'm a horse too)
I guess that Mars' action is reeeally affecting you because of all of your Aries planets. Just stay cool...let off steam by exercising vigorously!
Depending on what time you were born - you might be getting some good Part of Fortune action happening - which would be positive!
All of November and December are potentially very 'change of fortune'y. (Jupiter sextile Uranus! woooo!) So...open up to the GREATER possibilities, Ollie, it's just around the corner if you let go of the stuff that is bringing you grief.
loveT