medpilot44
Hi There,
I had Mirena in for about 9 months. At first I noticed no symptoms at all, but about 6 months in, they began. First, I had terrible joint pain in my ankles. It was so bad that I couldn't actually walk after waking in the morning.
Later, I noticed that I had no libido, pain during intercourse and intermittant pain on my lower right side. Then, the SEVERE
Depression hit. At first I thought I just had post partum depression, but I have had that before and this was much much worse. I have never had thoughts of hurting myself until Mirena. I just very simply wanted to die. I suddenly had no interest in taking care of my two beautiful children.
Along with the
Depression came the anxiety attacks. I would wake up in the morning shaking and crying and afraid of my inability to take of the kids. I have NEVER had anxiety attacks before, not one.
I was so scared thinking that I was crazy and would never again be 'well'. I felt like a black and white version of myself. I couldn't formulate a thought and follow it through. I would forget what I walked into a room for. I lost all interest in things I use to love doing. I felt worthless and hopeless.
Then, I decided to have Mirena out. Something told me I am not crazy and this all must be caused by something. Luckily I found this forum and also the Mirena petition site and found other woman like myself. It was so wonderful to know that I am not alone!
I am now 6 weeks post removal, and feel like I am in 'color' again. I am the old me, loving life, high energy, good to my husband and my kids, but more importantly, good to myself.
Hang in there, and have faith that better days are ahead!