AIOm, I have read all your posts and yes, it looks that Water Fasting
can be very helpful to you. It looks you are very toxic, and no other treatment-in my opinion- will help you enough until you get rid of your excess toxemia.
I believe that since you have to live in that place anyway, Water Fasting
can only help you, if you decide to do it and have the proper frame of mind to face the healing crisis. Also, you would need to provide yourself with some fresh air in a clean environment outside,to go and do some breathing exercises every day -just to compensate a little for the bad things in your home environment.
If you have to wait for Welfare, you just need to wait, fasting or not. Keep in mind that many are in our country are in exactly the same position...They say that "misery loves company",,he, he.. mean it in a good way. I have been in a difficult position before, like yours. We never know when these things will happen ....
Things are never so bad as they look. Often times, when we live unpleasant experiences, we realized after a while, that they were a lot worst before, in our imagination.
Do not think of your problems all together. If you do that, like thinking of your housing problems, your family situation and your finances ....all of that together. Do not do that! If you do, it would feel overwhelming and will crush your heart with anguish and despair...You have to keep yourself as calmed and serene as possible... All of those things, the housing thing, the poor health, the relationship conflicts, are separate entities...train your mind to think only of one at a time, because there is always, at least, some little time between bad events, so you have time to recover, and rethink, and reorient yourself...the objective, keeping yourself together.
On Fasting, it will give your mind a feeling of independence and ease... Your problems will not look too big if you manage to fast 20 or 30 days....