Today it was a really bad day, too much stinky, I was so tired to be in home all the time, that I went out for a walk, but it was just too much. every day I go out for 1 or 2 hour , then I come back home, like prisoners. I don't work, and I can't find a job whit this condition. I have no friends because I moved in another city few months ago and after 3 weeks I started smell horrible. So no way to make friend. No way to find a job. No family, and they don't understand how much mu daily life is painful. No doctor can help me. Of course no boyfriend. Every day I got this kind of comments " you'are gorgeus babe" , then after a sniff, just they look at me , disgusting and they ignore me or they laught at me.
So today I' ve tried GOLDENSEAL again but I add CAYENNE PEPPER. Goldenseal was working quite good for me, but I've stopped because I was taking antibiotics for other problem and it was better to not mix. I really hope this can help. I'm loosing weight so much, I don't understand why. I feel dirty, disgusting, very very lonely and hopeless today. This site it's the only way that I can find people that understand my situation.
I hope that you have friend or family that can help you , this is really important, I have NOBODY to speak, I'm just desperate. Usually I'm not so down, but today it's just a really bad day. I could have a so beautiful life , but whit this horrible smell it's just impossible. I'll need a job very soon, and I don't know what to do. No way. I was seriously thinking about prostitution, but even this it's not possible for me. Beautiful but Stinking. No way.
Sometimes I just want to go sleep and never wake up. Even I can't cry no more. I hope you have a nice night.
If you are losing weight that is an indication that something else is going on. Prostitution? No one will touch some of them if they aren't very clean, or have a bad odor. Your self esteem would be no better, that's the worst thing you can do Some of them don't want to do it neither but because they have drug problems or low self esteem some of them result to doing that. You are smarter than that, are you trying to help yourself or kill yourself,? or do you want AIDS or an STD that you can't get rid of? Why don't you try doing some online classes or something? I know distance Minnesota has online classes and they have degree programs too, or you can do classes online at a university in your own state.
You could get finacial aid and maybe that will help you some in the finance department while you get an education for yourself. Also check in your state what they are offering like food stamps and housing, if they have programs for low income that will help you with your rent. Even if you are single you should be able to apply for something, just go online and google state aid or public aid for your state and see what they have,especially since you are new to that state, most states have link cards, housing and educational programs you can take advanage of. Also google your symptoms, losing weight could be related to the thyroid,parasites, Gall bladder or kidney problem,you should definitely see a doctor,
I just want to say THANK YOU to all of you for your support. It's very important for me. My BO is not improving at all, so I went to see other doctor and relate him my problem ( horrible BO, BB, losing weight). She told me that maybe the culprit coulb be H PYLORI, even if normally people that get this bacteria have gastrointestinal discomfort, stomach pain, vomiting; etc, but most of them they don't have symptoms.
She told me that usually BO comes from infection, bacteria, or parasite. So I did a stool test and a blood test as well, to see if there is some imbalance or lack of vitamin or minerals. I 'm taking multiviamin but it doesn't work, so she told me that if I have H Pylori, it's completely useless to take it, because tha bacteria destroy everything.
I'm angry because during these 5 months I did 2 blood test but didn't check if I had some imbalance, it was just a very basic blood test, so that you can't see if you have a lack of vitamin or something else. No one told me about H pylori. In 2 days I'll see the doctor and really hope it's H pylori... But I was reading about a guy who had H Pylori, and once the cure finished, the smell got worse...!!!
I really don't know what to think about, the only thing that I know is that IT MUST GO AWAY. There is a reason for this, but we dont know which one. I'm also very worried because doctors , even good doctors that want to help you, they don't know what cause this conditions, it's actually a RARE symptom.
I was reading about 2 people who suffered from this smell, and the cause was a bacteria in their SINUS.. they didn't suffer from Sinusites, just they have this bacteria who gives off the smell.. I have to tell this to the doctor.
My life is still so dark and really hope to find a cure. The only thing that make me really sad it's the reaction of family and friends.. I can understand other people who don't know you, but FAMILY....I feel bad, why they are like this? They know us better that everybody, it's just disgusting that they laugh about us.. they want we have a good life or not??? How you can have a NORMAL life with this condition? Why they don't tell us?? Why they make fun? Who we can TRUST, if it's not the family?
Of course everyone has had once in his life BO or BB, it's normal . But OUR SMELL it's NOT NORMAL, it's A MEDICAL CONDITION!!!! So why they don't tell you? Why when the people laugh at you, they don't tell you?? Oh my God..
I'll tell you about the result of my test . THANK YOU THANK YOU