Taroki,
My Dr. (I am one of the "luckier" ones) was disturbed by what he called my "sky high" eosinophil count, dizziness, rapid weight loss, low BP (around 47/65) streaks and many other symptoms. Symptoms such as dizziness, loss of balance, slurred speech and some other neurological manifestations prompted him to prescribe me an MRI. It came back "negative" and everyone was happy.
I know what you mean-- once it gets to your head, there's real fear of death. I think your fear is very justified. My symptoms were very similar to what you described -- of course my concerns were dismissed by medical personnel claiming that "brain cannot feel pain." Ugh. How do you argue with ignorance?
I DO BELIEVE THERE IS HOPE, THOUGH. I can't even begin to explain how bad my situation was -- but with many correct steps, plenty of familial support and support of God and healthy foods, I am MUCH healthier now. Search "hopefulandhealing" on curezone to see my story - it may help you.
In the mean time, try to AVOID AS MUCH SUGAR, REFINED FLOUR, WHEAT, CARBS, DAIRY, ETC. I know... so what DO you eat? Saute veges, ONION, GARLIC, use thyme, oregano, black pepper, chillies, and consume with organic, virgin coconut oil. DO NOT BURN OR HIGHLY HEAT THE OIL - it will destroy oil's parasitic properties. Best is if you saute these veges in "regular oil" and then add coconut oil at the top before eating. Add salt, make it tasty.
IF YOU CAN exercise regularly, then I think it MAY BE OK to consume a little dairy, wheat, etc. But stay away from the refined junk.