I understand, Hemorrhoids can be real pain in anyone's life. I suffered from it during my first pregnancy.
It isn't like you can't do anything about it. Am sure it's embarrassing to talk about, but you should not be. Many people have it or had it.
I know few creams for Hemorrhoids that can really be effective.
Here are 10 effective creams you can try.
Tronolane anaesthetic haemorrhoidal cream
Americaine Hemorrhoidal Ointment (benzocaine)
TUCKS Hemorrhoidal Ointment (pramoxine)
Preparation H haemorrhoidal cream
HemAway fast haemorrhoidal relief cream
Botanic choice homeopathic haemorrhoid cream
Recticare lidocaine 5% anorectal cream
Alternatively, there are also few yoga poses that could help you treating it.
Hope it helps :)