I'm glad to read your story!
I've noted down the concentration of garlic you chose- 4x4cloves a day, chewed no matter what- and herbs if you were away from home.
Mental illness has been one of those staples in my family too, at least if you look at the female history, and blech! I suspect stupidity about parasites. Didn't see any proper specimens until I did a castor oil flush.
Now I note your mentioning essential oils because I've been focusing on them of recent. I started with nutritional study (because of the tricky business of removing Amalgams
and then the issues of chelation) of the orthomolecular sort.
Nutr. stuff can but contribute to biofilms and parasites
and the whole nine yards without enzymes and all though. And.. pinapple juice is /amazingly good/.
Which essential oils did you choose to use?
Off the top of my head I've seen the clark people choose a blend of 7 or 9 put in size 00 gelatin capsules and swallowed for 4-5 days to nuke the squirmy bastards.
Was that your method? Some folk go of course the transdermal method and with diffusing the oils to breathe them in. I find the business of drinking 2-5 drops of tea tree oil in water quite good for a sleepy knockout (of all things), and it's reported to be a very good anticandidic.
I'm considering trying this blend:
(hilariously named tape parakil ;)
That's a blend of 'Sage Dalmatian, Thyme, Cardamom, Coriander, Caraway, Fennel Seed, All Spice, Nutmeg and Juniper Berry'
I'm in a bit of a foggy-urine state myself after the castor oil flush, and trying to work out the logics of what's going on. My behaviors have been a bit erratic and I've had food cravings, so I figure it may be round 2 (FIGHTT!!) soon. Waking up a lot with a thick white covering on my tongue is annoying, too.
VCH, it's the truth dear, we don't fight well when we're terrified of the enemy..
And convincing your fellow soldiers of the severity of your wounds..
Isn't it the sort of thing that you long to do to the doctors..?
Or to that matter, to the one who created you, to demand aide?
You do need a place to exhale your fury and frustration, that's clear,
but folk don't really react well in Support Forums
similar thoughts and feels sometimes happen even here (aka, from my side of the pond) in socialist healthcare fairyland (Denmark), but may you find victory even while you sleep..
Perhaps the thought can help that all your trials, injustices, sufferings and tribulations are noted down the very moment they happen by the angel God sent to guard and observe you when you were created. These matters are not in the least irrelevant to the Person who sent your very seed of being here,
and being the ultimate and fair judge, He desires only your good-
Not the destruction spread by poor human judges (herein I mean doctors working off the standard pharmaScript) and people working off their own momentary glimpse into reality.