Im really at the end of my rope with this condition.. I dont think I can handle any other drama .The ironic thing is through this situation I can now pinpoint my FBO is from a loose sphincter where I am trying a tens anal stimulator to tighten the weaken muscle. Its not TMAU, sweating..
I forgot to add there was two of these guys (one carries a 8 inch
blade with him).. Something I said tipped one of them off so its not 100 percent their fault.
I worked today with one of the co workers and I can tell he feels bad about what he did even though he wasnt the one that said the remark (but was the one that felt insulted). At the end of the day he knows there is nothing I can do about it and he went too far.
What they did was like laughing at someone who has cancer.. If you arent a psychopath you would have the pain that I felt reflect onto themselves. Seeing as I didnt fight him he couldnt rationalize it as me being the bad guy, just them laughing at someone who has a disease.
After a day has past Im back to where I was before the incident, seeing as it is not a reoccuring thing as of now. If I fought him it could of been reoccuring theme and he would of dragged me down to his level of anger and non rational which was what he wanted to do even though he didnt know it.