You said this in an earlier post golfegg: >>>>>>>>>"I believe in evolution and big bang, it's just that God is behind it all."<<<<<<<<<<<
You believe in the evolution of animals changing into humans, or animals changing into other animals (whichever one) but only selectively. Either way I think what is really stopping you from accepting
Science is your need to separate yourself from lower life forms, or your need to explain how "souls or spirits" were created. If you believe in a soul or spirit (or that you are not just an animal who is more evolved than other animals), evolution will not explain it because according to
Science souls do not exist and humans are still animals. Just like you stated earlier that
Science must prove "love" or "deja vu". My dog has all of the emotions that I do, and he even laughs at me, in his own way. Do you think humans have souls or spirits but animals don't? Do you believe that animals evolve? Do you think humans are animals?
The process of evolution has been discovered. Study DNA, genes, survival of the fittest, elimination of the weak, and traits passed down through generations. Watch it in real time by seeing a lion hunt the weakest zebra in the herd. If you can understand how arms can atrophy quickly if they are not used, it's not a stretch to understand "atrophied traits" and use genes/dna to explain how traits are either eliminated or passed down to the next generation over time. Evolution is not hard to understand. The proof is there, being observed by science every day because evolution is still happening, in you and in a science lab. You can see brain synapses evolving in a rat that is stimulated, and atrophying in a rat that is not.
Many breeds of dogs were created by man over the past few hundred years, so selective change is not hard to accomplish, especially over millions of years by natural selection.
You will never get your "proof" unless god himself tells you that he himself does not exist (hope you see the irony there) or god tells you that man did not evolve from bacteria. This is what happens when you have conflicting belief systems, god and science. I think you need to pick one or the other, god or science. I chose science without god, and it leaves me with more questions the more I study it. It leaves a healthy attitude towards the unknown, and I have no need to delude myself into trying to be omniscient about the world I live in, or be connected to something that is.