Hi Anne...Oh, I know how you feel, I've been in that state of dispair many times. You will get better, it's possible. I know it doesn't feel like it right at this moment, but you will. And this is coming from someone who knows exactly what it's like to be very sick with parasites. I'm not all better yet, but much better than before. I was so full of them before that I felt crawling all over my body (sorry, it's gross, but I actually had that sensation very often). I couldn't even tolerate herbs for the sky-high panic. I was very very sick, and I looked it too. I wasn't functional.
The Liver Flushes
brought me out of a bad state, but they did not cure me. Just this last winter my health kept going down and I was at another low point again. This is what brought me out of it, maybe it will help you. I did Gerson Therapy...do you know of this one? It's as many fresh raw juices as you can get in you a day (they do 13, I could never find enough time to do that many, but I got up to 8-10), and then coffee enema's...every day. I did 2 per day for a couple months...but you need to be doing the juices when you do coffee enemas
Well...it got me out of the bad slide I was in. But then I was in a sort of plateau again, I wasn't well, not by a long shot...but at least I wasn't so sick I couldn't function.
The next things that brought me up to another level were primal defense (building up to 15 or more caps/day), and juicing
up 10 or more cloves of garlic (I know, it's STRONG...but it worked). I don't know what food you may be able to take this with...I can tolerate potatoes or sprouted grain bread, and the parasites
love these, so I smothered it with the garlic juice added flaxseed oil, and the next day I passed a lot of flukes. A lot. And felt better too. If you can't eat anything starchy, maybe avocados....you need to take it with food and something heavier than just veggies,... otherwise it can give you some bad stomach pain. If you're going to try it out, maybe try a smaller dose first to see, and if it's okay, do more. I still do garlic juice every 3 days or so and it usually works. Every day doesn't, they seem to wise up if it's too often, but after a few days they forget and I slam them again.
I've also been taking a teaspoon or more, of cloves with food and I can feel they hate it. I know what you mean about the intense Sugar
cravings, the more I do to get well, and especially the more things they dislike, the worse the cravings get. They are very intense...I know, they get me too, everytime. Don't feel bad...you'll still get them, don't let them make you think it's hopeless...it's not. Really. I know where you're at right now...I've wondered why I'm living many times too. When you feel that bad so often...but you can get well, and you will.
Hope this helps a bit....blessing to you....~megan