Bythc
Hey Been there none that.
I knew it. They are living in Florida too. Not just botfly that invade people, blowflys as well, living in live people, here in the U.S.
As for your life being over at 53, it's not. You can go back to school if you want.
Hell, I broke my first horse at 51. I didn't even know how to ride till I was 40. It doesn't matter if you had a great past or a crappy past, it just that, past. Learn from it move on. Live in the present that is all we really have. This is my Southern Tao Babtist take on life.
God Bless
Bythc