I can only imagine how hard it was. I went through a similar experience when both my parents died very close together. It was horrible. The only way I knew to get through it was to stay very busy, and I know how bad this sounds, but every time I would think about them and get teary, I'd immedietely think of something happy, or look at something around me to distract me. I still do that, to this day because I still get teary thinking about them. God Bless, Luella!