Take a time and go to see yourself in a mirror.
You will see 27 year-old female in the mirror, that lot of people would love to love.
Continue on that road and sooner or later you end up like me.
Sure, I'm lot older and a male, so I will not find that many people like you to like me in the best of times.
But after what happened to me in july "removed" the rest of those who would like my face NOW !
Left side of the face is paralysed, left eye half open and out of alignement, left ear lost hearing and is now hearing "white noise", troubles swallowing, speaking is difficult, skin problems.................and this is just in the face.
It may not be a direct consecuence of alcohol, that I had a STROKE.
My honest opinion is that it played a part in it and that is enough to warn you my dear lady !
Pull yourself together and get help. You can do it !
Do not destroy yourself!
(so far Im only mentioning ONE possible future problem)
So when you go to that mirror, have a good look at yourself and ask: Is that my possible future !