This morning when I woke up, I was thinking of parasite cleansing, and I also heard some kind of voice- (which was not God, nor was it my own thoughts) interject in my head, "Better get those buggers out"
And I thought of what you are going through.
Hang in there ,Jesus is actually human as well as Divine. He is a great teacher like Mohammed, etc, as well as a Prophet, and also the Son of God to boot who reincarnated in a human body back in the day- but , though He died after torture and crucifixion, was rose up and is still very much alive.
I'll say a big prayer for you that He will make Himself known to you somehow.
Many times, you will see Christ reflect out of certain people's eyes. There is a very brilliant shine in the person's eyes that has a very positive energy. This is because that person is in communion with Christ, and they are a quiet channel reflecting this Divine energy out of their eyes. Look for this in the most humble, non-assuming of people. and when you see this, then quietly say "Hi" to Christ in them.
To attract Christ to you- you should say a quiet prayer to God saying, "I need Jesus in my life-- I feel like an orphan".
I am going to put you in prayer big time, dude.
Hang in there and ignore those entities-- demons love attracting attention , but God works very quietly.