Hi Bfree, don't get discouraged if a minister or priest won't see you. Sometimes the best of them are caught up in doctrines.
Wether or not you accept Jesus as the Messiah, or Son of God should not make a difference in them helping you. If it does to any clergy you may go to--, then go directly to God, Himself, and just pour your heart out to Him, as a little child to a Father. Ignore any ignorant comments of any entities ridiculing you if you do this.