I think you'll be well served to look in the mirror, turiya.
I posted my story for advice, support and to provide information which can help others. You don't know me at all, and yet you're keep making assumption about me. You talk about my ego, yet it is you who is proclaiming to have the monopoly of truth. I've honestly stated that I don't know the nature of cosmology, yet you accuse me of been blinded by my beliefs.
Good people here try to help me by offering what they can, and you go shattering their suggestions and my hopeful replies with your cynical angry statements. And what do you offer for a remedy? A meditation?! Can you read? I am been assaulted by insulting beligerant voices 24/7. You would also like me to completely let go of my ideas of self, God and goodness and let whatever comes through me pass fourth? If so, then you want me to hurt other and kill myself, as per these voices.
Consider yourself very lucky, turiya, that you don't know what it's like to be in my situation. If you cannot offer anything intelligent or at least kind to offer, please stay out; don't add fuel to the fire. You say 'all words are lies'! Then why don't you be quite and utter no more lies. Words that misrepresent the truth are lies. A very important distinction should be made, or else there's no truth except perhaps in the thought-less state of nirvana, which by the way, maybe a fiction too. Whatever is the case, you and I are clearly not in that state, or we wouldn’t be writing these messages back and fourth. We live in the world we perceive as physical, we interrupt with other beings, and rely on spoken and written word for information. Some of which is true, some isn't.
Wise learns from mistakes, his own and other's. I think you clearly have a lot to learn from my experience, given the arrogant free-style spiritual path you've chosen for yourself. I hope you will not have to experience what it's like to be pushed off by evil from the blissful mountain top of spiritual development you've diligently worked for years to climb. Get your own ego in check instead of throwing accusatory rocks at stranger, who is desperately trying to find a something to grab a hold of and not fall off the cliff.