Thank you for your good wishes and well-meaning advice. I did not emphisize it in my story, for it wasn't the objective, but my spiritual journey have been and is driven by my call of duty to God, as I understand it. I did not seek psychic abilities, they came to me as a biproduct of my getting to know my true self and the will of God. I belive it is his will that I be a healer. I started this duty as a Physical Therapist. Over time I gained ability to facilitate healing process through less traditional, yet more effective and sustainable means. My goal have been to be a better channel of God's love and wisdom. I have a long list of patients who appreciate what I've done for them. That said, I've always attributed their transformation to God's will, maintaining that I'm just a channel. I've sucrified much to succeed in my role, including money, time and prestige. Perhaps I've opened up too much, too fast, and perhaps, it got uncomfortable for the members of the other side of spiritual spectrum.
I am in no way comparing myself in the rightiousness or purity with anyone else, but if you're well verseed in spiritual history then you know that many there were many good people tempted and/or tortured by evil forces, people who came under attack precisely for their good nature and will.
One thing these voices tell me which certainly does not insult me is that I'm 'too good'. They're trying to convince me that this world is created by 'bull-shitters'. I disagree. I say it's an amazing world, a genious creation of God, God of Love and Truth. It is unfortunate that it's often spoiled by lies and hatered, on human and spiritual levels. I've learned the bible, and have great respect for the great teachings presented there. I pray to God to lead me to all truth and to empower my life that I may live his will.