Re: In love........but can't feel it
How old are you? You sound young.
If you end up with the guy in jail you will have a life of misery. Since you understand the implications of your situation, it makes me wonder why you even consider going towards the bad man.....?
Perhaps something happened to you in your adolescent years? Were you abused?
My gut feeling is that you need to work on yourself right now. It's a void that no man will fill.
And while your boyfriend is not with you and with another girl, he is not your boyfriend.
You treat yourself well, you find self respect, you find a peace inside, you have a plan for yourself, and then no man will define you. And you will hopefully attract a man that is worthy of all the things that you will become.
Don't settle. That is not a good way to treat yourself.
Molly