Thank you! I know that sounds odd. But this situation really is me. He is different from anybody I've ever date before, and he is my best friend. I know this is me and what I need to find out about me, and I'm doing that. It just kind of hit me at once. I've been in one bad relationship after another. I know I need to work on me and I'm doing it. And you sound like a reasonable lady, someone who understands different reactions from peoples body. I know this sounds odd but I had an IUD placed in and my body had quit producing it's own hormones. I've had a very bad reaction to that and have been trying to come back from it. I also think I need to sit down and go through some therapy from my past. We don't fight, at all actually, we laugh and smile and have fun. I'm just lost. In my own thoughts really. Some due to Depression and some to me being scared. I don't feel like me. At all. But thank you, really.