after what happened to me at the doctors office i am basically afraid to go for anything at all. i think i need some happy pills but in the US they are making it illegal for people with anykind of mental illness to legally prosess a firearm. im not sure if that includes having a prescription for happy pills. when i first reported the doctor to the medical board i feared for my life.
it takes alot out of me to make decisions to do anything even the smallest thing. i actually take someone with me now everytime i visit the dentist. i might freak out at another doctors office.
i have looked in the phone book atleast 50 times to try and get an apointment for a bone density test. the last female ob-gyn doctor i saw laughed at my symptoms so i never went there again.
i applied for disability because i really cant work as a cna anymore and i am depressed, so hopefully they will get me to see all the doctors i need.