I just wanted to write to let you know that although we will almost definitely never meet I care deeply for you both and others like you. It breaks my heart when people think they have nothing left to live for and are desperate to find a 'cure'. I know it is ironic that I am writing this to you when I am going through the same thing, but being there for others brings me a certain amount of comfort. So far my life has been one long search. I wish I could find a cure for all of us but still searching!!!
Sorry that I can't change the situation for you but I would like to be a listening ear to you or anyone else. And it would be good to get a listening ear back too!
Seriously, I have said this before but no one has ever been intouch with me. If you want a friend I would like to be your friend. You can email me anytime and I will get back to you.