Hang in there, I've been doing battle with this for 15 years......it's kind of a game now to out-whit the Candida......lately i've been using 1 tsp "baking soda" also known as "bicarbonate of soda" in cup of water .....usually when i wake at 3am.
also doing enemas with it, using a hot water bottle of warm water and about half a cup of Baking soda...it's been taking the yeast off my tongue better than a lot of the ant-fungals ever did.....also taking baths in it.
the theory is that our blood ph is too acid, allowing the yeast to proliferate....and if we get it back in an alkaline range....the little beasts can't survive it.....it's just been a couple of weeks....but it's helping....along with diet....I'm also leading up to a Liver Flush by taking Chancre Piedre, which is the equivalent of gold coin grass.....but it all takes money....I hope you dad will be more understanding....he might need YOU before long........
here's something that helps me when i'm feeling unworthy of being well...or even being......
Go placidly amid the noise and the haste,
and remember what peace there may be in silence.
As far as possible, without surrender,
be on good terms with all persons.
Speak your truth quietly and clearly;
and listen to others, even the dull and ignorant;
They too have their story.
Avoid loud and aggressive persons;
they are vexatious to the spirit.
If you compare yourself with others,
you may become vain or bitter,
for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself.
Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans.
Keep interested in your own career, however humble;
It is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time.
Exercise caution in your business affairs,
for the world is full of trickery.
But let this not blind you to what virtue there is;
Many persons strive for high ideals,
and everywhere life is full of heroism.
Be yourself. Especially do not feign affection.
Neither be cynical about love;
for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment
it is as perennial as the grass.
Take kindly the council of the years,
Gracefully surrendering the things of youth.
Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune.
But do not distress yourself with dark imaginings.
Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness.
Beyond a healthy discipline,
Be gentle with yourself.
You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars;
you have a right to be here,
and whether or not it is clear to you,
no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.
Therefore, be at peace with God,
Whatever you conceive Him to be.
And whatever your labors and aspirations,
in the noisy confusion of life,
keep peace in your soul.
With all its sham, drudgery, and broken dreams,
it is still a beautiful world.
Strive to be happy."