ok, sounds like you are really distraught and having a hard time here. You have been posting a lot and I really hope this board has been a way for you to get it out of your system so that you can begin the healing process and start to try to move on one step at a time.
If you want to personally go after the dr. then you would need to do so, are you married can your husband help you with this?
DO you have anyone in your family who can help you set up a lawsuit against the Dr.
You need to focus yoruself and save your energy.
I would try taking a natural happy pill like St Johns Wort for your mental mood.
I would seek a female general practice dr ASAP for a complete physical ASAP.
I wish you the best in the healing process both spiritually, mentally and physically!