Bless your heart mo123, my heart goes out to you. When exactly did you first come down with the symptoms? Is this a recent thing? I will point out that any type of stress makes MS symptoms much worse, and you seem to be under quite a bit of anxiety, understandably so. If you could work on relaxing, maybe with meditation. The B complex Vitamins will help quite a bit. Skullcap and valerian will also relax your nervous system and I hope you can get those where you are.
Another thing, do not take hot showers of any kind and avoid all forms of heat, even hot weather, even too much exercise, you must be very careful. Heat is disastrous for MS.
Are you confusing "pity" for people who may "care?" Don't be afraid to ask for help, even emotionally. If someone wants to help in any way, let them, and give thanks. Please don't withdraw. Try to stay as active as you possibly can and I so admire you for continuing to teach under these circumstances.
I am going to give you a link to help you cope and relax. It has to do with energy points throughout the body and it is called the Emotional Freedom Technique.
And here is a section on EFT and Multiple Sclerosis. The body's energy is another way to address this issue and promote healing.
Read this site mo123 and the key to EFT is practice. Lots of practice. Don't give up. But notice as you do the "tapping" the relief that you feel.
Now, should you want to try colloidal silver, I found out that Utopia Silver does indeed ship overseas. However, they do not accept payment by credit card, it must be by Cashier's Check or Western Union. Here is the link. Utopia Silver
And if you choose to go this route, members of this forum get a 15% discount on items not on sale when they type in Code LR001.
Lastly, mo123, I don't believe that Allah would inflict something like this on you or anybody else. God is truly love and He would be most concerned with your healing. Man is the one responsible for the great many diseases that we must cope with.