Thank you for your continued words of support- they are much appreciated. I think it's some weird twisted mind over matter control thing. I actually do better with cigarettes around. Not having them around creates too much stress, because your right then - I can't have them. Can't is the worst four letter word. As soon as I feel i can't do/have something I instinctly try to prove myself wrong. It's easier to know that I CAN, but choose not to. When I give into a craving, I falsely convince myself I want something and give into my wants. The struggle is reminding myself I don't want it - if i wanted it I wouldn't be trying to quit. AHHH, the currupt twisted world of addiction!!