It's really amazing that I am only now posting to this forum....I MUST SLEEP NOW. I can't handle this anymore, if I had the guts I'd kill myself for a nights sleep. Right now I sleeping between 20 and 25 hours a week.....I'n the past three years I even became a heroin addict trying to get a little more sleep(now I'm on methadone(ick)).
Even if I drink my methadone, take a package of(non-prescription) sleeping pills, and drink a 12 pack I still:
fall asleep 2-3AM
wake up 45 minutes later....
stay-up for 1-4 hours and then sleep for 1-3 hours.
After that I wake like the living....and wish I was dead.
I really can't even function anymore, I haven't a clue what I did yesterday, I'll see a movie on TV and tell my wife:
"oh, that looks cool, what is it called?"
"that's (name of movie), you didn't like it"
"I've seen it?"
"yeah, it came out a couple months ago"
"but.....I've never heard of it...."
I can't take this anymore....someone must have some "magic" secret.
I had several examples but I can't remember them.
PLEASE ANYTHING THAT WILL HELP