listen to your boyfriend. YOU HAVE A PROBLEM!! you must face yourself and deal with your issue. stop obsessing about boyfriends and start getting healthy.
kick this ED in the ass, and make a life for yourself. you cant live your life through another. you are addicted to your boyfriend just like you are addicted to your ED. stop this addictive behavior and get a life. it really can be done and you really can do it!
trust in yourself to get healthy. believe in God, and ask the Spirit for guideance.
i know you can get healthy.
having a boyfrined is NOT the answer. getting emotionally and phsycially healthy is.