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Re: Cosmic Mack Truck
alisaun Views: 1,995
Published: 19 years ago
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Re: Cosmic Mack Truck

Hi Tracey,

I can't tell you how *relieved* I am to read your and other responses that it is not just me feeling like I've been run over, wanting to just scream, feeling like I'm trying to walk or think through a sea of molasses, insecure, spiritually irritated, etc.

I had a shamanic session a few days ago and definitely the themes of transformation were there. This is such a crucial time. We are discarding the old, but must honor it on its way out as that is the only way we can make room for the new. You are so right.

I just never thought this "cosmic realigning of our matrices" would make me feel like a complete SHELL of a human being. My WHOLE LIFE I have waited to be able to have and use my gifts and to see and understand signs and go on out of body journeys and have psychic powers kick in and commune with spirits. NOW, that is happening and I should be brimming over with joy - I mean this is really some amazing stuff that is happening here. Stuff I've yearned for, ached for, waited for for so long.

And now it happens and I am mad because I find fault with it and it seems wrong and its a bit scary and what if these aren't angels I'm talking to, what if it's a nice fat case of schizophrenia?! Because if I wasn't so all messed up and feeling so out of it, I would be able to tell by what my heart says. But that's out of whack too. I know my heart chakra is open, but it's like we're having trouble with the line, operator. Please try your call again. I dunno.

I feel very dull. Stunted. Disoriented. The term "Cosmically Irritated" really fits.

Somehow, and largely thanks to being able to talk to people like you, I know deep deep deep down that this is all going to bring about a really wonderful result.



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