Vtool, you task me well! And it is a joy that you share more of your background with me. But to the point! I understand your feelings and statements and they have their validity in their territory. For you the truth you embraced has served you well. And this is just my opinion, I understand that. However, I myself have a spiritual force that speaks to me in enlightenment. I'm not saying that as matter of superego, but as a force that has proven itself to me in forms that I cannot doubt. These people speak of the "Bible" as if it was the answer to the depths of their souls. I have been taught otherwise. Throughout the universe there is only one truth. And that truth pins us together. Physical, mental and spiritual. And by binding our personal trinity with invincibility, the form of the universe will not change under any assualt. We all struggle to find the definitive truth, but the trick is revealed to you time and time again and you keep speedreading right on past it. you've been told to search by the very heroes you worship, and also told that the search never really ends. Not beccause the truth is mutable or a personal standard, but because it is the immutable upon what the universe stands with. To remove it will undo all of creation. You must believe me because of the miniscule who do, I have powerful friends (the proof is in my continued oppression), They will not use their powers for vain ends. They will not aid me in my time of affliction. But they have shone me things you can't understand and in which you refuse to test, I know why God is so beautiful and creation so contrary. I know the true magic that resides in our souls. You have seen many beautiful miracles of nature, mankind, imagination and illumination. But then you see those same things in the light of a more personal understanding of God, of connecting with absolute youth of God. To me the words of the authorities are useless. You see the word is in each and everyone of us. Here is the truth vtool, see if you can deny it, "I am!" you can't hide deceit within that.