"There but for the grace of God go I", if only more people remembered this statement. I am sorry you are so alone, wish I could be of help. I don't have the BO but I am losing my ability to walk. People seem so much more helpful if they can see your affliction, whereas with BO one can only smell it. Perhaps if they knew the cause they would not be so cruel. God searches the heart, Thank God. It is people who search the exterior and never see some of the plastic inside.
Oh and by the way..."I absolutely LOVE fairy tales"