Just wanted to thank everyone for all your support and help these past months.
I have just come to a point where I am too sick from my Rheumatoid Arthritis and became too fixated on parasites.
I had such anxiety and was obsessed all the time. I started back on an anti-depressant because I have become so sick, obsessed and ridden with severe anxiety.
My Mother died only one year ago and everything became too much and I just became obsessed with all this and after 8 doctors, tons of negative tests, and Vermox, Albenza and Prazi. I have to just accept maybe they are gone now from the meds I have already taken and if they are not, I have let it go and find my way back to a normal life not obsess about parasites, hygiene, meds, herbs, tests, doctors, etc.
I have to try and find some happiness again, all of this has taken over my life and I became obsessed and suicidal.
You have all been so helpful, supportive and caring and I appreciate ALL of that. Thank you so much for everything and I wish the best to everyone and I pray you all are healed and healthy.
I will delete my account tonight, I have to let this go and move on to a healing state and find joy again.