Definitely, and it's difficult. But I've been at this long enough to train myself to associate unpleasant symptoms with success in my treatment. Not accepting feeling bad all the time as inevitable, but realizing that when these buggers are killed off, your entire body and mind is racked under the strain, but that's just the prelude to feeling better when they leave your body. One of my big symptoms, aside from despair and depression, has been anxiety. I remember one particular night when I started feeling very paranoid for no particular reason. I was pacing and sweating, closing all the blinds. Then I felt the urge, ran to the bathroom and a large amount of that foul, white candida came out. Immediately the negative emotions ceased. Pretty wild huh?