My days are so consumed with saving her that I could not fit one more thing in. I don't sleep hardly at all and even now I am looking at this messy house and wonder when I can do it all.
But what Baby's sickness has taught me is that life is short and we must decide what is important. Yesterday when I had just layed down to sleep one hour before going to the hospital and she comes to wake me up and say, "Mom I am so sick," I realized that we are so consumed with life that we don't have time for the real things in life. She is a gentle soul and she needs love and attention.
I looked at her stitches yesterday and she has healed externally but internally she has not. Lol, I forgot to give her the constipation meds. Ooops off i go.