thank you for believing me. there not giving me any medication, im just dying fast. believe it or not, the water only further dehydrates me its crazy i drank water today and i think thisis my last day im so numb in the head and i cant stay awake. i only ate hamburger meat today and begtabvles and liquid soup, and i had to drink milk to stay awake. i wont be going home bfore i die, i extremleyt dioubt it, i finaly convinced them to let me ser an infectious diswease doctor, but it might not be for two days at the latest. m times awake are geting lkest awake, the candida is so far coatedi in my throat i can se it everythings wehite. i realyt fear theres nothin i casn do, my gf cald me today and she cant stay awake either, i key thing i forgot to mention is that this al spanned in the course of 8/3/10 to now. were talking like 40 days. we were doingh decent untuil last friday thats when we kind of new it wsas the end when we woke up. ben feeliing more and more tired since then. is there any way you can but the sporanox for me, i can give you money, theres no way i can get it, and also God wiling that I live to tomorrow, or to see the infectious disease doctor, what should i ask him. i doubt hes going to do a culture no ones fuken taking me seroius here. they just saw i wasnt anxious or depressd or anything today and they were like "your starting to make sense, well set u up to see the specialist"