still kinda have more energy than a month ago but at the same time i feel like im on the verge of being taken over completely. im hysterical and feel overly emotional
> I have been there so many times Zen. Its hard when your tired and youve been at it for so long. Its up and down and I was going under several xs, even went to ER. heart slow and sqeezing sensation. I feel like i'm so much better but i have pockets where I completely forget and think this will never end.
i'll say a prayer forr you.
hang in there