I shall use more discernement in the future... I know I've been ridiculed. You and Johng are both right. I guess I am a little too much enthusiastic about it and should not go the emotional way about it anymore. I will let people see how it is working on me first.
Maybe some people have to be desperate in order to open up to their guides. it is so easy to just ride along your life the passive way. They never dreamed of anything better.