My son commited sucide and my dauther expresses she wants to die too.

I need help my son comminted sucide about a month ago I strongly belive we all have morgellons and its affecting our health. I told my kids not to eat junk food and not to consume refine sugars while giving them naturl suppluments for fungus and parasites. I would bring lunch to their schools whenever I saw what their lunch menu look like. For example pizza I did't agree because of the cheese. I made a lot of effort and I would catch my son cheating on the diet. I would find coke cans in his room, candy wraps etc.. He was 14 years old when I started the Healthy and natural supplements but he didn't try. He would tell me yes but behind my back he would eat junk food and sometimes he would not take his supploments. I told him not to have a girlfriend because I was worried that he could pass it what ever we have. I know for sure is fungus and parasites I have seen them in our bowls. our stool specimens for parasites would come back negative I dont know what kind of parasite we have. My son would tell me to leave him alone that he was going to enjoy life, that life was not forever. I didn't know how to make him understand that he was putting other people in danger of cathing it. Well just about a month ago my son commited sucide and I didn't see any signs the only thing he told me that day was that he wanted to change his last name to my maiden name. He was angry with his father because he got remaired and stop paying child support and attention to him. My kids were custom to a qulity of life and after I got divored that changed. now my ex-husband threat me to fight for my dauther custody if I don't drop child support charges. He says if I don't he is going to send me to jail because I was giving my kids too much medication. My dauther also have it and I don't know how to handle the problem Doctors cant find anything wrong with morgellons patients and if I don't give my dauther natural supploments she might get worst. She is allready feeling sad, lonely and depress. This weekend it was my ex-husband turn to take her with him and my dauther end up calling him to remind him and on sunday afternoon he left my dauther with his wife brother to atted a concert with his wife. I feel he should spend time with my dauther when she goes to his home especially after just loosing his only brother. Any sugetions will be appricated. Tweet