You can't give up. I know you don' t trust the medical field right now, but I urge you to find a doctor that you trust and be re-evaluated. Maybe you could try a different anti-depressant and anti-anxiety medication. I am taking orozac 10mg and klonazepam0.5mg daily. It took 4 weeks to kick in, but i think i am doing better then before. I can't remember, have you tried acupuncture. I swear that was the only way I got through the first 2 months. I actually have an appointment tomorrow.
Thank you for describing the buzzing sensation. It was spot-on what I feel. I do agree if I drink a lot of water, it seems to get better, but seems to occur when I get anxious and the foggy brain.
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