@WeWillFindACure you are writing a bunch of crap and I can't take any of it serious.
Not only do you have a very questionable attitude towards your own life but you are also blaming other people who have managed to live and cope with this condition and who have figured out a sane approach towards themselves and their health.
I guess, it might have to do with your age which should by no means be an offense but one day or another, I hope you will learn a thing or two about life. If not, good luck and good fun spoiling your life wallowing in self-pity!
Because of this condition, I completely stopped smoking cigarettes, weed, drinking alcohol, started exercising, jogging and made other changes in my life that I probably would otherwise have never made.
I'm 23 years old, I know how you feel, I've been there before but I'm over that and I ultimately realized that I've got other, more serious problems to cope with.