I have been seeing that more often lately...lots of half alive zombie-ish folks walking around and just surviving. Barely able to spit out something that makes sense...and because I know what it feels like to be alive now, I feel for them. I just know from experience that trying to get someone to understand any alternative treatment is like trying to convert someone to another religion...almost impossible. At first, it felt like I was responsible for trying to spread the word (sounds very evangelistic - lol), then it felt as if I was getting ppl shaking their heads at me like I was a crazy person...so, with my tail between my legs, I continue to do what is right for me and my heart is heavy for everyone else.
I wasn't aware that ehy could see it though. I thought they were just as oblivious as I had been..or maybe it was because i had accepted that I was very sick and assumed that others were relatively healthy. Either way, I am getting a lot of flack lately but I'm not going back to being sick again, NO WAY!