I made a long weekend trip with my cousin to Spiekeroog island in 1987.....somewhat close by.....
I too am holding out for feeling really good. I had 2 weeks of feeling well before the yuck hit.
There are the other folks here who have made huge improvements in their health. so, we have that to stand on too!
glad to hear you have done cutler protocol. You may have to do more. I think for some of us, both are critical.
I don't know my source of bromide
but in my case it could be that my detox channels are so screwed up from heavy metals......
You might also try some deep dark laughter therapy. Like the mad evil scientist laugh. Liver holds anger. That kind of laughter releases anger. You need to play with it enough so that it is authentic and contagious and you lose control somewhat. It can be forced and weird at first but the joy comes once you clear some of the anger.
"i feel like crap!....hee hee"
"i feel so lousy I should just crawl up into a ball and die....ho ho"
"I want to kill someone...ha ha"
you have to say the first part like you really mean it and feel it and then add on a hee hee or ha ha or ho ho in a goofy voice