Yea, it's the uncertainty.. really, really frustrating. What's also frustrating is the speed of how fast the mind can get so messed up that you're not feeling like yourself anymore. This last week seems like it totally changed my life (again, I've had EC for 3 months, so it's like the second time it has changed it completely ;)).
I think it would make a huge difference if I would just see some minor improvements. That would be the straw I could hold on to (if that is even an english saying). But I'm just seeing it getting worse, so that's not helping.