Thank you for a prompt reply. I actually have both situations, one at work and at the same time two loved ones dying, one at age 101 and second at a very young age. I made peace with both loved ones who passed on. But work politics where a few bad seeds are trying to undo what I have achieved in 5 years, wrongfully, is hard to cope with also the management is not seeing what I have achieved for them, but believe the ill minded ones, who cannot stand what I have achieved.
You are so right. My body has stopped demanding food. Although I planned to fast tomorrow, due to lack of appetite, I have started fasting since 4pm today. I will continue. I hope I get mental peace.
Thank you again for your devotion to this forum. I read alot of your messages posted here.