I think you will be okay again. You sound like you are depressed and maybe getting tired of the whole parasite battle, but please don't give up. May I suggest The Life Tree Alcohol-Free Anti-Parasitic Formula that does not contain Wormwood ? I did 14 days on parasite Solutions which contained Wormwood . It is supposed to be 14 days on, 7 off, and then 14 days on again. I read about how Wormwood can be poisonous and can cause paralysis so decided to use The Life Tree Purify instead. I may still take the wormwood solution once in a while until it is al gone because I think it really does kill parasites in the human body. I don't give it to my pets because it is too harsh for their little bodies.
I also think you need to start doing some physical exercise and eat healthy and more alkaline. You could add some whole green foods to your diet and take a really good mult-vitamin and some collodial minerals to build up your immune system and your overall health.
There is a recipe for killing parasites online that includes taking ionic silver and copper and cleaning your home with enzyme cleaners to get rid of parasites. You should cleanse your body with an antibacterial soap and you could take baths in Lander's Raspberry Bubble Bath (or the Coconut one) which you can usually find at WalMart and add some 20-Mule Team Borax powder to the your bath water. You need to get rid of the germs left behind by parasites in your body. Collodial or ionic silver will help cleanse you internally and ionic copper kills parasites.
There is hope and you just have to learn all you can and be persistent in your treatment. I don't think you will get help from doctors in this country.
Pray to God and He will help you. If you don't believe in God, then know that I am saying a prayer for you. There are evil elitist people who worship the devil and want to control the population of the earth by killing off people they consider lessor than themselves (in modern-day America, theosophy is one of the most powerful hidden (occult) forces working behind the scenes in New York City, Washington D.C., and across our nation today.) Don't let them win. No one on the face of this earth is born better than anyone else. We are all born equal. We make choices that define who we are, either choosing to serve good or evil as we grown and mature. Those who embrace theosophy have choosen to serve evil. Those who purposely pollute the earth and try to kill others are evil.
Don't give up. Don't dispair. There is hope. We need to live our lives so we do no harm to others and this earth will be a better place for us all. God help us.