I will try to give the most detailed possibly history i can and if someone has anything helpful to input please do. I WILL PUT THIS INTO SECTIONS
wall of text inc
im a little under 6 ft, around 125lbs so im a skinny white dude for some pretext
A. the beginning:
It all began about 15 months ago.
around this time a few things happened
-a lot of stress
-inactivity (but i lived a sedentary lifestyle long before that)
-bad sleeping patterns
-sweating a lot and not caring (ex: falling asleep and waking up in a puddle of sweat and giving a s**t and just going back to playing on the computer)
B. its not in my head:
at this point you're thinking: "bacterial? diabetes?"
thats what i think too but dont get too hung up on the certainty of that
in school i was paranoid that people around me could smell the terrible fecal odor, and i remember id sit in a weird position to try to cover it up (which i dont know if i was successful or not)
everywhere id go id get people sniffing, rubbing there nose, just being weird around me
one time i was absent a few days and i heard kids in the back say "the smell is back" (this was the biggest confirmation ive gotten of emitting a smell)
one time i was at a friends and she said "why does my house smell like fungus?" (obviously referring to me, her sister didnt say a word or comment about it, which is even worse than if she did....)
C. tests ive done, things ive tried
ive had to this date:
-colonoscopy(3months ago), endoscopy(1 month ago), rectal exam(10-11months ago)
-blood tests: thyroid, diabetes, basic food allergies , gluten tolerence test
colonosc: minor hemorrhoids
endoscopy: 'acid reflux' (wtf really? it doesnt affect me in any way, not treating something that isnt the problem)
gluten/food alleg: negative
i take probiotics and a small dose of miralax every day and that is the only thing that kind of helps (with constipation not fecal odor)
i tried a extremely low carb diet and it kinda helped with odor but not really
i get decent exercise but not as high intensity as i probably should(but im in pretty good shape honestly)
I SERIOUSLY AM LOSING MY MIND, IVE BEEN SITTING IN MY HOUSE JOBLESS FOR MONTHS ON END. THE ONLY REASON I AM LIVING IS BECAUSE OF THE GUILT OF MY PARENTS HAVING TO DEAL WITH MY SUICIDE. Can anyone help or am i doomed like the rest of the people here i read about.......
thank you so much for even reading this far, i really would like to live my life again someday soon.....