I am sorry to hear of your problems. It does get better but it takes a long time for some.
For me, I am now almost 3 years since removal and I still have anxiety and depression. It is no where as bad as it was but it is something I deal with everyday. I wish that I can say different but my recovery seemed to have stalled out and I am just existing. I have to say, I do feel 50% - 70% better most days. The anxiety attacks are gone. Its just mild anxiety all day now.
A lot of women have recovered much quicker though so don't be discouraged. It does get better. Sorry that I do not have any answers.